12/30 Monday My eye pop opne at a few times during the night but it was around 4 am I felt bed, said 4 sunnah and 4 fard and 3 vittar and then I left amessage on New tecahers group about whi is thursday halaaqa coordinator. Then I turned on this alptop to finsih wrting about ysterday; sjournal. its 5:14 am and I am feeling tired and am going to . *** Below writeen on 12/31 at *** I did not go to gym today though I had wanted to go but in the end I was not disciplined enough. At 4:50 after thajud, I left a message on New Green dot teachers group not addressing Nanzneen precsiley but a generic salaam and than asking who is Thursday coordinator and is Ayesha going to be Friday instructor. Nanzeen responded imemdiatley but a strange thing- she responded both here and the old teachers group. Maybe it was her way of saying don’t question me elsewhere but only at the small group. Whatever- I wanted to write where Aliya could see it but point taken Nazneen. Then it was time for me ...